Deeply Into the Unknown 

The time is 5:31am and I am just laying here. I am  just laying here with thoughts racing through my head like Usain Bolt running the 100 meters. “What if…?” “But why not…?”  So many scenarios playing out in my mind. These thoughts and scenarios are about my life. A life I have grown to know little about, even though I am the only one who has lived it since birth. 

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I find myself growing more and more confused every day. My ups are downs. My rights are now wrongs (and lefts). The people I thought I knew. I know longer know. Just when I get accustomed to one thing, it changes. It appears everything I thought I saw was just false images. Images distorted with the reality of a dream I once knew. 


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Now it is 5:48am and I am just laying here. I am just laying here with uncertainty in my mind and fear in my heart. I am scared to turn the page for fear of what it might reveal. I dread the dawn of a new day, as I am terrified to uncover yet another image distorted with the reality of a dream I once knew. Therefore I shall   dream. I shall dream during the day just as I do during the night. I shall remove myself from all that is known and delve deeply into the unknown. 

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I am burried alive and no one hears me.
I am alone
I scream, I pout,  I even throw “temper tantrums”
I am alone
I talk to myself, because no one else can hear me.
I am alone
I am waiting for someone to hear me and help me.
I am alone
No one hears me. They never have, they never will.
I am alone
I feel like I am going crazy, UGHH no one hears me!
I am alone
Maybe no one hears me because truthfully I am dead
I am alone
I am burried alive and no one hears me.
I am alone

K. A. Smith

No Rhythm No Rhyme

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The sky is always dark, I can never tell the time.
This song has lost its rhythm, this song has lost its rhyme.
I walk alone in the darkness, as no one will follow.
It’s been this way too long, it is the only way I know.
I swim in my sorrows, while drowning in my tears.
Some days are bearable, some I want to disappear.
Every day is different, while remaining the same.
This darkness consumes me, and I have myself to blame.
The sky is always dark, I can never tell the time.
This song has lost its rhythm, this song has lost its rhyme.

K. A. Smith

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